Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Lost me But IDK Where.....


Is caught on a thought tonight.... Thats where most bloggers blogs come from right? I just realized I have lost myself but I dont know where I left me. I have alot of friends and they are very close to me. But Im talkin about LOVE.... When was the last time I really loved... Or was there only one time.... Over the weekend I spent time with a dear friend of mine. I really like him but we didnt have that kind of connection. We get along great but it was like we were playing the roles but not letting out emotions take place. Why is that. Im not doing it on purpose. I promise. Its crazy cuz some times I refer to him as my boyfriend when I know hes not but once again the actions sometimes confuse my thinking and the word just comes out. I'm not being very artistic tonight, just being real.... I could get used to the way my weekend went but.... There was something missing. I was just a friend. lol just like that Mario song. But im serious.... I ought to write a song about this or a poem.... Yep I will....
Dueces... Ari

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